i finally get to noe when fat ppl never get to slim down but instead keep getting fatter and fatter. you see, they wanna noe so much, every single detail, they wanna noe so much tat all the details tat they noe add on to their fats. end up wat, they will explode one day. they nv noe. they are smart, but smart in the wrong way. no wonder fat ppl always remain in the fitness club, onli minority get to kick out from the fitness club. but in no time, guess a week or so, you see them runnin again.




time's runnin out. there's so much to do in one's life, yet there's not enough time.
alright crying is no use. but i just crying non-stop. cos its just so so so sad. i dunno why. i'm tired. life's just complicated. you need to care for this and care for tat. i'm vexed!!! how i wish i will never wake up and live in the dreamworld. seems like i'm so fragile. yes i am. feel helpless. 17th year of my life's definitely not easy to make through

yeah yest (cos now is after midnight le) went out with phua to study. din noe tat sebestian join us also. surprised. ate breakfast with phua at 85 street. and i saw so many ah babies. so cuteeeeee^^ suddenly miss ah a lot. esp my friends and tch. sam nicole pl chermaine ben jiemin. lose contact le lol. hope to see them soon. wat should give to mrs lim mrs lee mr mok mr tan??? they are the best and wonderful tch i have ever met. mr tan. when ya gona propose to your gf? must invite us to your weddin heh=P ust rmb the bunch of se4'07. anyway back to the study thingy. so we studied at mac. erm saw sebestian brother. erm alright i shan say anyting bout him. no comments. left at 3 plus to take care of my dog. i shall show you guys his pic. super cute de. lol then walk in the rain. like so emo. -.- reach home talk on the phone. alright my singin sucks man, guess my voicebox damaged due to excess shoutin. next time i should talk gently, so tat some guys will shut their mouth up. HAH! yeah cant wait for the girl's party with phua and yanhua. wonder where to go....

this let me think of a song.
i wonder how
i wonder why
i wonder where you are
the days we had
the songs we sang together..
erm the lyrics's sth like tat, hopefully

zzz. i cant catch up with my sis le, she's learnin how to cook lol. she cooked dinner for my family. awwwww. so touchin. bu i cant lose to her. i've decided, i shall learn to cook after promos. learn a lot a lot of things..

life's meaningful, but not always...

how i wish there's a time machine, to let me return to the past. so much joy and laughter ( i doubt so).

so guess wat, phone bill bao so kana scolded by my parents, having self reflection and they i right.. at the meantime i need some enlightenment...

i did sth veri wrong today.. hilarious -.- went to the toilet and saw the toilet bowl got shoe marks. gosh!! jc student still stand on the bowl.. DAM inconsiderate. and of course, i'm not gonna sit on the dirty pan unless it is cleaned. i act pro lol, wanna washed the pan with the shower behind. then splasssshhhhhhh!!!
Eileen, hl, prisc : eh wat happened?? how come got water on the floor de??? who urine on the floor??
muahahahahaha. surely i cant aim properly de. ^.*

today's went home early. scl ended at 1255 1255 1255 1255 1255 1255 (gonna make ppl jealous, esp those end at 505 de). ate with my mummy, watch tellly, sleep for 2 hours, fin up my homework and here am i bloggin aft midnight. WOW! feelin cold now.. cos not feelin well. erm just gotta noe tat no alto 2 are goin to batam. WTH@$#%&^*" then how to sing leh.. no moood lol. no jane. no jocelyn. no jingyi.

yeah. mac in the mornin with phua, colin, zh, chang, kj =)

i get to learn the meanin of living in this world.
to accept the reality
to endure the hardship
to taste the bitterness and sorrows
to love one another
to treasure your precious moments
to enjoy life
to sacrifice
to forgive
to forget the past
to look forward
to continue to live...

i realli learn a lot in my jc life. even though there's hatred and unhappiness among us, we still care and concern for each other. tats for sure.. tchers pump in knowledge into us but scl life teaches the philosophy of life.. i'm greatful to those who "taught" me in changing my attitude and personality. you have let me become stronger and immune to threats and influence..thanks man=)

today's not a good day.
1. flunk my chem test
2. runnin down with flu
3. change into pe attire for nth
4. din catch bus 81. curse YES
5. cant see my choir friends
6. kc teased me
7. haven fin my gp essay