Monday, February 18, 2008,
its too late now.. just too late. no matter wat i say is useless. ppl will just find it irritatin. so i shan say anymore. none at all. you are right, the best solution is to get all of us to split up, and happy ever after.
sometimes i dun even noe myself, i dun even noe wat am i doin, who am i? why am i in this world? i just wish tat i will never ever wake up. its hard to be human. if people dun communicate and without the existence of emotional reaction and the mutation or evolution of human species, the world will be so so so peaceful. so wat's the purpose of livin in this world?? ppl always say must endure, persever,be patient etc, everyting will pay off soon. SOON?!?!?! so when is it?? now? tmoro? week after? ten years down the road? everyone's lyin. you told me you will wait for me and see me enter uni but you gave me false hope. and i am lyin to myself too. even though its long long ago, but i cant get away with it. you left me without a word and i couldnt accept it!! i wan to find an ans. i just wanna noe why you have sacrificed of your life...it doesnt worth it.
a wrong step you take in your life will let you suffer forever.. for eternity
9:53 PM