i must realli thank mj uniform, cause me to get rashes.. fabric allegy.-.- i realli love s302. we are so damn crappy la, laugh like siao, eat like siao, play like siao. 9 ah ppl. yeah.. haha sad tat some ppl in s301 didnt get to enjoy with the class. lol. guys are so strange, sooooooooooooooooooo weird. esp from guys scl de, cant tink of a word to describe them. cant say they gay cant say they sissy, cant say they niang or po-ma. fullstop

02 was so fun. callisto 7 rulzz.. thanks a million to the the c7 ogms for being so enthu and get along with each other so well. i realli love you gals n guys!!! even though we are in diff hses, but my heart will always follow whereva blue bird soars. i believe tat callisto will cont to be NO 1. a potential blue bird, soarin to the outer space in the speed of light. LOL.

callisto si bei zai, all the rest can go home cry.
ca a a a llisto
ca a a a llisto
ca a a a llisto
one more time go...

as usual, i am tired and exhausted, all my energy has drained out. but somehow, there's a power which keeps me alive..lol. today's atmosphere wasnt tat stiff and chocked. at least there's some convo durin the dinner. at least there's someone who cried durin the dinner.no one noes why he will cry, but as far as we noe, his tear glands are too active or activate at the wrong time.haha=p and i'm warnin everyone, never be an ogl. unless your grp is full of shuai ges, if not its just wastin your time.. but then, at least we didnt tio any flour or egg or some gross tingy la. cant believe tat i still have the energy to blog sia. this crazy man.

positive opinion to get into new class
-- all my old friends are there..
-- they are non-study type.
-- existence of cam lu eng swee jiayi, the class will be so alive
-- i dun feel so stressss

negative wise...
-- will miss grace aiting colin karjin chang n zh

i guess tats all la.. hehe. stay optimistic and positive

just wish to stay in my childhood and never get old. as a child, innocent and simple. they will cry onli when they cant find their mummies and daddies. friends?? who cares. but as you grow up, you cant live without anyone. cos you are startin to get matured, and begin to use your brain to tink. maybe sometimes tink too deep and far. i get to taste the flavour of bitterness when my friends and my dear ones..i thought time can wash away my memory, and today i am so fortunate tat someone washed back these memory.

life goes on, with your memory. esp the bitter and sour ones, cos no one will remember the sweetness part of the memory.

finally i noe why girls like teddy bears so much le. cos its so warm. 1st time i get to hug a big teddy bear.. veri warm. so nice haha. feel so fortunate. lol. i tink these 2 days eat too much le. feel like pukin. but ironically, i lose 1kg.?!?! tats so weird la. maybe the more i eat the easier i slim dwn. but i dun wanna get anymore slimmer. tat will be so disgustin la. bones.-.- but theres no way i can get fatter. my weight remain constant for like 2 yrs sia. i am weird la. sick of orchard. no life de. always go there he cha. sian. s'pore is just a dot. where can you go?? haha. so best is to look for a pilot who will bring you around the world. tat will be my dream. but whether this dream will come true no one will noe. sui yuan bah.

reasons why guys are short nowadays
-- train at young age. the weight push him down. stupid
-- irregular diet. starve themselves to look better
-- inheritence. both parents are short. suay
--becos girls are taller now!! hah=p
--asians are short la. fated to be

keep spinnin keep spinnin.. now my head realli spins.haha. ystd so much fun lo. i get to skip with tat thin 'rope'. then man whose in the field said i no childhood. lol. but its fun ma. an hour of skippin keeps a doctor away. but seriously tat 'rope' is too light and fragile, so cant skip fast. still rmb the times i compete skippin with my friends. so cool lol. still got play erm catchin, police and thief, ice and water. then sec 4 we still play tat. -.- i dun rmb much of my childhood cos i have bad memory.lol. and seriously, mj guys are not better than ah de, all horny de la. next time i shall find angmohs or korean de.


long time didnt see you le. guess you've changed. look more matured. and i didnt expect you will stay in mj.

guess its time to let go. everyting i have now. tink of the present and the future. memory is dead but my heart still alive..lol. so today's been a fabulous day. went out with lu for k lunch and 2 movies. cj7 is super funni la. qi zai so cutez!!!! if my children next time so cute then jiu hao le. so much cuter than angmoh kids la. hmmm. tink cant compare like tat, one's alien the other is human.haha=) jumper was not too bad. teleport. WOW! i wish i have tat power too. LOL-.- so as usual, our conver is bout egg again la. everytime see anyting then can link to him de. seriously, hes born in perfection. no flaws at all. the prince charmin tat every girls dream of. but who's the lucky one?? of course not me and lu la. nobody can guess his heart leh. a walkin bible who dun realli enlighten anyone. just jokin. and why we keep seein mj ppl in town?? other scl dun have holiday meh?? i was expectin to see egg lol. but chances is negative, he rather stay at home or in church than hang out with friends.

and i am realli bu shuang with emit asia..didnt recieve any of the times issues. wat the flamingo. you dun pick up my call i'm gonna sue your publisher!! okie just kiddin. o yar, i dun tink anyone needs tutorial or lecture to curse ppl de. all of us are born with this talent. dots...

its too late now.. just too late. no matter wat i say is useless. ppl will just find it irritatin. so i shan say anymore. none at all. you are right, the best solution is to get all of us to split up, and happy ever after.
sometimes i dun even noe myself, i dun even noe wat am i doin, who am i? why am i in this world? i just wish tat i will never ever wake up. its hard to be human. if people dun communicate and without the existence of emotional reaction and the mutation or evolution of human species, the world will be so so so peaceful. so wat's the purpose of livin in this world?? ppl always say must endure, persever,be patient etc, everyting will pay off soon. SOON?!?!?! so when is it?? now? tmoro? week after? ten years down the road? everyone's lyin. you told me you will wait for me and see me enter uni but you gave me false hope. and i am lyin to myself too. even though its long long ago, but i cant get away with it. you left me without a word and i couldnt accept it!! i wan to find an ans. i just wanna noe why you have sacrificed of your life...it doesnt worth it.



a wrong step you take in your life will let you suffer forever.. for eternity

super bad hair cut. i sosososososo regret.zz. gettin mani missed calls. not because i dun wanna pick up. but alll thanks to my dad. confiscated my phone for no reasons. tings aint goin as well as i thought. when parents are troubled, they will throw temper on us. and its gettin bad to worse. i felt useless, cant do anyting to help them, cos i cant even help myself. i just hate being myself. and ystd, i learn a lesson. besides knowin tat the chemical reaction between potassium and water is explosive, the most fatal, hazardous, deadliest one is known as " emotional reaction". it reacts among friends, enemies, lovers

feel sorry for her though, a young couple waitin for the arrival of a new child but then ended up like tat..i would say tat today, this hour, this min, this sec, this moment. is super unfortunate.just like now.too many issues have happened in a matter of sec. sec scl still the best i guess. slow and steady.

you are the one who started off with this and you have to put it to an end. NOW!!

guess my heart is stuck in the middle of two.. but i cant split my heart.. no way i can do it. i cant be greedy and i must let go of my hand.to let go of my heart. and mabe i should let go of my fate, my destiny. i can no longer believe in myself cos i am tellin a lie. a lie tat i dun wish to say yet i have no choice. it will be fair to everyone. even though its unfair to me.

keep lookin forward
as there's no return
never look back
for you will regret

sad la its canceled.. but nvm i shall wait for tuesday. the day to emo or the day to laugh like madwoman..i wanna be ahboy lol. man's brain is so much simple. unlike girls. but ask me wat i wanna be for my next life? i would say a tree. contribute to the earth. no worries no troubles no studies no emotions. live for eternity.

swim swim swim.. sick so must exercise=) my heart felt so warm. its so rare that my parents bring me to eat breakfast and play in the arcade, i feel so fortunate and cosy..i must rmb today!!!haha. as i swam i thought of the times i cried in the swimmin pool, when i broke down when my heartaches..the veri 1st time i learn how to swim and i almost get drowned..10 yrs ago..hmm tats so long. and i get to see little kids playin water.. SO CUTEZZ>.<>.> its kinda sad tat i didnt go back hk. if not my life wun be so miserable le.


my tears will be my memory, just keep flowin and flowin and flowin...

just too lazy to blog le. i felt so lonely this new year. never get to hear your voice. never get to wish you happy new year. so mani never-s. sob.. tryin all my best to smile. to stay happy. to forget my past. to tink ahead for my goal my future. gonna start my life at a new fresh page.

its time to forget him.. entirely.its not worth waitin for you.....love is torturin
[change myself]