i've a weird dream.. super super weird de. dreamt of fried rice. lol. its ridiculous. speakin of fried rice. my sis noes how to cook realli delicious de fried rice. she loves rice. so she wans to cook rice. haha=) lets cont my story.. hmm. lets talk bout sis. she's super last time. mama took a pic of both of us as i hug her. she's like so chubby and adorable. hairless-.- in another words. she dun have nay hair on her head. then mama describe her limbs as lotus stem. cute right?? she kiinda big compared to other babies. yeah thanks to corns. she ate corns inside my mama's womb for 9 mths=) so now she nv eat corns again!! THE END!! lazy to say.. LOL

now i'm in scl's library de com lab slackin. hate scl's life. why cant they start the lesson later so that i got enough rest?!?!?!? so sleepy now lol. yawnnnn.. PIG PIG PIG. tats what chang says. ya i'm lazy.. seriously. even my sis also nag at me. eheheh bu i got do house chores k. i swear. but not as much as you la. haha i cant wait to go back the times in pri scl. playin neopets yeah right. and now me as a 17 almost 18 ah girl play neopets again. wat the hell. i cant believe myself. its so not me. hai. with not much money left, i cant go shoppin. ( not realli but i just wanna save for dinner and chalet and gathering and christmas present) yeah so zzz. mama also broke.-.- feel like takin up a job but i realli VERI LAZY!!!

yeah i've prepared a special gift for darlin phua. haha. sth you had seen before. yeah>.< you are so gonna love it! =P then buy a lot of cards to give to my relatives lol. do sai gan always. where should i celebrate christmas? i noe its gonna diff this time. becos i got someone special by my side. eh chang soo lik. you better give me a memorable christmas tis year. i cant wait!! and still got dinner with my 2 galfriends. we've been talkin bout tat since sept. i dun care. i wan FINE DINING!! bleah. so after christmas i'm gonna celebrate new year, my birthday, valetines and anniversary. too many tings to do. luckily its the beginning of the year, must work hard for end of year. fulfil the wish that my granny made. GO UNIIVERSITY!!!!

no falling sick please.. i've been coughin non-stop for the 5 days. -.- i wonder when i will be back to the same old me. EDIT!!! MODIFY!!
mama's not being fair to me. she let my meimei S---- but i cant. WHY?? unfair.
yest i gotta play audition. not bad. but... i still prefer playing the real one. not with your fingers onli.. no mahjong pls.. i've enough scolding from my papa for not putting the mahjong set back.
gosh i realli a pig. seemed like i always forget the things that i need to do.. the laundry, the medicine. the slippers. almost all except. SLEEPIN, DAYDREAMING, EATING, TELLY and SLEEPIN!! wow. tats my life heh. so meaningful. my FOOT. have been talking to my friends and my long-time-no-see tuition teacher. he sounds so different, more gentle. wat a kind soul. perhaps people changed when they are attached. and he's gonna married soon!! old enough to get married and have a complate family le.=) since when he gave me tuition?? when i'm sec 1? maybe,, not sure too. ask me bout my results and gave me some realli good advice. thanks loads=P lets recap. the veri 1st maths tuition tch, big gorgor and small gorgor, my neighbour's sons. teach me maths and science. everytime me and my sis will bring all the exercise books and knock on their doors late at night. ask them how to do problem sums. haha then uncle also will help us along. then auntie will make rebina for us. so chilling. yummy. hai.. to mani things to talk bout. i will talk more on the next entry. time for I and R. LOL...

the world is small.. my mind is small too. i'm too shallow. i'm an idiot for i keep repeating the same mistake again.

its alright you hate me you are mad at me. but.... i wont try to quarrel with you or wat so ever. cos i dui de qi zi ji. you just have to rmb that i always treat you as a friend. cos if i dun treat you as my friend, i dun even wan to help you plead the tch to give you 1 mark. you noe wat i mean. happy bitching then!!

exams comin, so i got nth to blog bout. brain freeze, blank mind, hollow skull. yeah.

i finally get to noe when fat ppl never get to slim down but instead keep getting fatter and fatter. you see, they wanna noe so much, every single detail, they wanna noe so much tat all the details tat they noe add on to their fats. end up wat, they will explode one day. they nv noe. they are smart, but smart in the wrong way. no wonder fat ppl always remain in the fitness club, onli minority get to kick out from the fitness club. but in no time, guess a week or so, you see them runnin again.




time's runnin out. there's so much to do in one's life, yet there's not enough time.
alright crying is no use. but i just crying non-stop. cos its just so so so sad. i dunno why. i'm tired. life's just complicated. you need to care for this and care for tat. i'm vexed!!! how i wish i will never wake up and live in the dreamworld. seems like i'm so fragile. yes i am. feel helpless. 17th year of my life's definitely not easy to make through

yeah yest (cos now is after midnight le) went out with phua to study. din noe tat sebestian join us also. surprised. ate breakfast with phua at 85 street. and i saw so many ah babies. so cuteeeeee^^ suddenly miss ah a lot. esp my friends and tch. sam nicole pl chermaine ben jiemin. lose contact le lol. hope to see them soon. wat should give to mrs lim mrs lee mr mok mr tan??? they are the best and wonderful tch i have ever met. mr tan. when ya gona propose to your gf? must invite us to your weddin heh=P ust rmb the bunch of se4'07. anyway back to the study thingy. so we studied at mac. erm saw sebestian brother. erm alright i shan say anyting bout him. no comments. left at 3 plus to take care of my dog. i shall show you guys his pic. super cute de. lol then walk in the rain. like so emo. -.- reach home talk on the phone. alright my singin sucks man, guess my voicebox damaged due to excess shoutin. next time i should talk gently, so tat some guys will shut their mouth up. HAH! yeah cant wait for the girl's party with phua and yanhua. wonder where to go....

this let me think of a song.
i wonder how
i wonder why
i wonder where you are
the days we had
the songs we sang together..
erm the lyrics's sth like tat, hopefully

zzz. i cant catch up with my sis le, she's learnin how to cook lol. she cooked dinner for my family. awwwww. so touchin. bu i cant lose to her. i've decided, i shall learn to cook after promos. learn a lot a lot of things..

life's meaningful, but not always...

how i wish there's a time machine, to let me return to the past. so much joy and laughter ( i doubt so).

so guess wat, phone bill bao so kana scolded by my parents, having self reflection and they i right.. at the meantime i need some enlightenment...